It's rainy season, sick season, cool season, flood season; it's November rain :) I like rain! I like that finally it's November. It's been so long 5 weeks for October! We are one more month before another year's end. How is your year 2012?
I can't recall clearly, but roughly it's a busy year. Some big things happened, learnt new things, old people pass, come new generation - time really flies! Just sometimes especially when it's on the highest peak of busy, I don't seem to realised that I might or might not making anything for ME yet.
Growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional - says some clever quotes. I think I'm growing up, a lot wiser than before. When I accidently look back into the milestone I prepared for my first year job, I feel funny! Because I can't even understand what I'm planning there! But as I compare to my latest milestone, I found out that I'm getting matured. The way I present it is more clean and clear. Thats in a year of my job...insyaAllah, although theres a high and low, everything is under control. Allah never test us on things we can't bear :)
Lately been on the tested bank as well, I think the reason is because I forget about Him in my daily activities. Wonder how some people can do the same life activities maybe even busier and important than me, but still theres Allah in their heart and mind. They must be some sort of - great people :) At a time, I also feel like I just do His chores, especially when I stucked on something, no idea or solution, and I have no experiences or whatever to deal with - but He insight me the way, out of nowhere! Really, He is truly a listener and the most great. Allahhu Akbar!
Now alhamdulillah, I'm trying to get back on track. Shame how a little human like me can put ON/OFF button with my relationship with Allah, who gives me a lots. But think back, it's a way to learn. We never knew what is moment of glory if we never been tested, right? So with me, I think I'm trying to be a good person. So of course on my way to achieve my aim, I will be tested to see how strong my aim is, and hopefully when I pass all challenges/tests it is a truly good person with quality I can be. ameen.
So actually I'm sick, got flu. Not so serious but managed to caused me headache etc I thought to get MC but this month is a little broke! haha So I will just rest at home this weekend. Or maybe walk in the park in the morning, something so great to do! :)
And yes, to all people whom talked to me today about how burdened their life is - thanks, you make me realised that I'm not the only one with problem. And your problem is actually bigger than mine. Don't worry, do something and pray a lot. InsyaAllah, He will show you the way :) And alhamdulillah too, because He had help those who talked to me with their problems before. I hope everything is and will getting better.
My conclusion is - read this doa' a lot :) But most importantly, rely on Him truly. InsyaAllah He will show you some 'magic' :)
I can't recall clearly, but roughly it's a busy year. Some big things happened, learnt new things, old people pass, come new generation - time really flies! Just sometimes especially when it's on the highest peak of busy, I don't seem to realised that I might or might not making anything for ME yet.
Growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional - says some clever quotes. I think I'm growing up, a lot wiser than before. When I accidently look back into the milestone I prepared for my first year job, I feel funny! Because I can't even understand what I'm planning there! But as I compare to my latest milestone, I found out that I'm getting matured. The way I present it is more clean and clear. Thats in a year of my job...insyaAllah, although theres a high and low, everything is under control. Allah never test us on things we can't bear :)
Lately been on the tested bank as well, I think the reason is because I forget about Him in my daily activities. Wonder how some people can do the same life activities maybe even busier and important than me, but still theres Allah in their heart and mind. They must be some sort of - great people :) At a time, I also feel like I just do His chores, especially when I stucked on something, no idea or solution, and I have no experiences or whatever to deal with - but He insight me the way, out of nowhere! Really, He is truly a listener and the most great. Allahhu Akbar!
Now alhamdulillah, I'm trying to get back on track. Shame how a little human like me can put ON/OFF button with my relationship with Allah, who gives me a lots. But think back, it's a way to learn. We never knew what is moment of glory if we never been tested, right? So with me, I think I'm trying to be a good person. So of course on my way to achieve my aim, I will be tested to see how strong my aim is, and hopefully when I pass all challenges/tests it is a truly good person with quality I can be. ameen.
So actually I'm sick, got flu. Not so serious but managed to caused me headache etc I thought to get MC but this month is a little broke! haha So I will just rest at home this weekend. Or maybe walk in the park in the morning, something so great to do! :)
And yes, to all people whom talked to me today about how burdened their life is - thanks, you make me realised that I'm not the only one with problem. And your problem is actually bigger than mine. Don't worry, do something and pray a lot. InsyaAllah, He will show you the way :) And alhamdulillah too, because He had help those who talked to me with their problems before. I hope everything is and will getting better.
My conclusion is - read this doa' a lot :) But most importantly, rely on Him truly. InsyaAllah He will show you some 'magic' :)
