Dangerous liaison

I've been missed! haha

Get back to the office after a total of four days leave including two days MC and the weekend, I was greeted with "Where you go? Long time no see?" from my office-mates. Shame to admit that I have a muscle cramp due to my latest love affair with nature! haha

Anyway, this are some of the special feel I got on this new place. I miss them when away and they miss me too! wahaha Serious, I thought it's just an unfamiliar feeling that you feel when you been away for sometimes and when you see them again, you feel like you 'miss' them. But it's not. It's a feeling like we're big family. We don't really chat-up a lot but we do know each other. Well, maybe our less quantity is also a factor. But that is how I honestly feel :D

So my current love affairs is to hiking and camping and outdoors! After last time in Bukit Tabur, I feel really enjoy it and hope to get involve weekly! haha Don't worry boss, I make sure no MC after this! haha

Anyway nature is really my thing from the beginning. Outdoor activities requiring me to climb, crossing water, camping, camp-fire, walking deep into the jungle etc was my favorite but I don't like caves! I hate breathing inside cave because I thought it was dirty and all the dust will get into my system! Plus cave is dark place! Scary, with all the stalagmite or stalactite and I feel gross looking at the wet rock! It remind me of our old-toilet-ceiling during the hostel time! Euw..

Once during my study, we went to camping at Wang Kelian, Perlis. We have to dive into the cave there and thanks to the dark condition, I did't see what colour of the water that we have to cross in a shallow hole about my size! It's chilling cold and when we out to the light, I can see how dirty our cloth are!

But it was great experience :) We play war with our senior in the middle of the night, where most of us fall sleep and didn't care to look after our fortress! We suppose to be soaked in the waterfall that night but instead the punishment reduce to just being throw a splash of that chilling-water in the middle of the night! However the most memorable for me was to carry a few kilos of bag, walking to the campsite! I think I almost faint!

So now the memories rewind again. I'm looking forward to do it weekly basis. So far I have gather a list of hills around Selangor, KL and Negri Sembilan to tackle first. Then small mountain, and finally Kinabalu next year! :D

Cant wait to start! And I know two of my friends also cant wait to complete this list! :D  

if there's heaven on earth

I'm homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!!!!

Guest what? My mom was really a mind-reader! She cook chicken soup for our dinner tonight! Being all muscle stiffed since the hiking made my tongue goes tasteless on food and all I'm thinking of is a chicken soup since yesterday. Told you, she really can read my mind! :)

To complete my visit to this 'heaven' there's a red sambal to accompany my journey :) Wow! I allow my diet to cheat tonight :D

To my dad, get well soon..his left hand is swollen but getting better. I know a really good medicine ~ I'm home :)
(...hehehehehhe...true lar!)

alien orange

Ok, what should I rebel about today? Other than my painful thigh and shoulder and a cut and bruise on my arm as a result of my effort to climb Bukit Tabur near Klang Gate, when most Malaysian enjoy their Deepavali holiday...

I enjoy the climb, thou I'm not the fittest yet I'm not the weakest soul! haha
Evident 1: I 'brushed' away a hungry leeches (hmm..hungry for bloody breakfast maybe?) trying to climb my trousers, when I'm usually hate leeches and it's descendant and try hard to avoid them in any condition!
Evident 2: I didn't squeak a little thou the scenery from the top might scare a bit. (maybe I care less about that, since I try to "motivate" myself with thoughts of cool-red-sweet-water melon juice! :0 )
Evident 3: I'm approved to be spider-man far relatives, since I just know how to climb those rocks!!
Evident 4: I'm rocks!! HAHAHAHA

alien orange conquer bukit tabur! :D

Ok-ok, enough with that...honestly it scare me since next year I'm planning to conquer mount Kinabalu. But with the latest experience, I'm kinda freak a bit ~ will I make it? ermmm...aaaa....ummm

Last night was a freezing night since I'm trying to sooth the muscle with yoko-yoko (famous brand, anyone know?). It help but I can't wake up in the morning! It's like waist down is paralyzed and since both shoulder also too tight, I can't support my body weight. It make my signal seem lost-in-transmission to move my muscle.

Apart from that, there's one 'magic' thing happen while we have a drink 'celebrating' our victory. Your picture pop-out as my screen saver! I remember since what had happen last time, I swore won't see your picture anymore what's more to put it as my screen saver? But ok, it's what magic is...I just don't know what it mean especially when I'm potentially thinking to replace you, during that time!

My mind goes to you before, while and after the climb. I know you aren't fan of outdoors. I just hope it give me some good 'inspiration' while doing some stupid stuff when anyone else (especially you!) is still sleeping, perhaps!

Alright, finally, I'll treat my kylie with good polish, service, tyre, front light and rear bumper change this weekend since I'm salaried!!!! Special Thanks to my lovely kylie for all the good ride and for being my bestest friend! I love you so much...muah3x

my BESTest friend, Kylie :D

human, take me to your leader!

I remember already what I want to write previously! It's about Bill Rancic. Who do not know this guy??

He's married to Giuliana and have their own show Giuliana & Bill on channel E! I enjoy watching the show because I like Bill personality and I think they both is a sweet couple. Thou Bill know just a few Italian words, they still make a great couple and can work together most of the time.

What I like about Bill is that he is successful at young age. He's business minded people and workaholic. He travel a lots for business and charity purpose. He talk business well and he carry on job well done. He's matured person with matured decision but sometimes he can make people around him laugh as well! For me he is a real talented Project Manager - that's what I see in The Apprentice!

I felt jealous since he seems to have it all, make all he touch turn to gold (really??), but I must say it's great because I have a walking model! I'm going to adore him and his management style. And not too much to say that I don't mind marrying someone like him! AHAHAHA (I'm not joking! :D He likes kids too!)

Ok, that's about Bill. You may want to visit his site here http://billrancic.com/

Look how talented, charismatic he is.... :0

Ok, that's about Bill. Now about me...

Well the wrap up session was nothing much actually. It's just a few things my boss want to share with all the leader about our company in the future. But hey! Did I say my boss call in the leader?

Ahahaha that's making me trembling inside! Because I'm one of the leader at Ansar! Can you imagine that! Ow-ow They better prepare to where will I lead them! haha

Honestly I'm not a good, naturally talented leader. I lead passively thou I might have great idea. I remember once when I was a primary school student, I was make a leader in a group of few people. We have to find 'harta karun' by following a map. Guess what? Because I'm such an honest leader, I follow the route exactly thou we can use short cut! And since, I know I'm bad on leading! haha

Call me phobia of failure, or simply phobia being socially harass, that was me. Not only that, I later realize there's few other thing I avoid because I once failed doing it! I have a phobia to fail on it over again..poor me! :(

But ok, here I'm again. Been given a chance to correct myself. Being accepted, being pointed up as leader where I'm a hard-core follower; it's such a big thing to me! And my boss want us to be part of the solution, not the problem. Part of the success, not the failure. I'm honored :)

I wish to give as much as I can to the company. It's easier and so much fun when your boss's vision is exactly just like yours! Yeah, exactly!

So let's start with blue ocean strategy for the cafe now..then the break even..then the staff..then the renovation..then the ....bla bla bla

Hey Bill, want to follow me to photocopy shop? Let me photocopy 'you'! :D Anyway, I wish my boss's vision is going to be success and  I hope I can be one of the leader who make it happen! The pioneer!  

sake of my heart

This morning while driving to work, there's something that I want to share with you all. I think it's a great topic, but I don't remember anymore! haha

Anyway, nothing much to rebel about nowadays. Everything went on smooth and slow and I'm not so enjoying the moment. The online business plan still not finish, now at the stage of financial planning and discussion. The wrap up session is this Wednesday, in my boss house!

What to say...we have a very "luxury-baby" in our team! And it's NOT me, ok..

Beside that, nothing much to chase after. I'm now in the diet zone again..hihi trying to loose more weight, avoid chicken and meat for these while, try to drink more plain water, snacking on fruits and vege instead of junk, try to exercise daily for at least one hour etc So far, DAY 1 success! HAHAHAHA

Yup, a long way to go. Hopefully I manage to do it. The current dateline is end of Nov for 'NO' to chicken and meat program. The rest should be continue...

Now I'm thinking of drinking juice, fresh epal! ahhhhhhh...and ever wonder how celery juice might taste? Oh ya, another thing tomato soup, anyone?  

yumm3x!

a nice-spell-date!

Ops! It's not about dating! hahahaha Don't get it wrong...It's about a date which I think I will do another face-lift for my life! I'll informed further but let's go to the hint *wink

Last week while still busy preparing for the business plan, my sister contacted me and ask if I would like to do some face-lift. I'm still unsure since it's never come to my mind because I think I got other important thing to do than that. But suddenly an idea come cross my mind. What if I can get something better or newer with the current cost? Ok, maybe a little bit increase?

I think it's a good idea because there's a value in the trade. The value in the newer things cushion the little bit increase I have to bear. So I think, it should be worth to study further.

But then another question come to my mind. Which or what brand should replace the older brand? Which will give value, give pleasure, give satisfaction? A little bit pride but still modest. Most importantly, satisfy the need instead of want. Huu? Tough choice! Especially it should just satisfy the need, not the bigger wants!

Then a recent chit-chat with kak yatie give some idea after some sms's with my brother about the same question; which brand? And tonight I sit down and think again and surf again (thou preliminary I decided NOT to continue with the trade!). Then come the nice date, nice number bla bla bla

So I think, I want to give a try. Maybe tomorrow I let my brother know of my intention, especially on the date. So we can plan further and faster about it since the date is coming nearer, about a month from now! I think you all clear on it already? Ok, another hint...it should spell something like this; 832-27-11.11.11-WVW-red/orange

Hahahahaha...got it? *let's pray it'll be real! :)

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So tomorrow will be the day. The brainwash day! I'm surely nervous since I'll chair the meeting tomorrow with whatever findings I have. Hopefully it's enough information to be presented!

Apart from that, tonight will be my third night sleep-less to do some extra modification to what I have at hand. I hope by next week, or practically this Friday, when the brainwash session end, everything wrap-up nicely! And I can move on with pride from there. Carrying out what's been documented, drawing out the early plan as schedule on a daily basis!

Huuu..can't wait! But it's not even started yet! Arghhhh....

It's kinda good for me because I'm given this opportunity to do what I like. Management! Just hate the early stage...hihihi And the unwanted 'sound effect' (soseh-soseh!). Anyway, dispute, is something I have to learn how to deal with professionally, if I want to be mature! kakaaka So no more run and hide! (*No more ms little sunshine...)

Ops! It's my surprise turn today to deliver some 'story' or tazkirah after asar prayer today! My turn is suppose to be tomorrow but since Business unit all went out tomorrow, it's bring forward today! Aaaa...

I'm blur a while because I don't know where and how to start but then went smooth since I already plan since last week. At least I plan on what subject will I share with the rest of the office! I choose my recent read book, How Starbuck Save My Life by Micheal Gill. I love the book and I felt closed to the real story inside, therefore I can easily understand the story flow and why I like it so much.

It's about Micheal, the writer, who discover a new world working with Starbuck. The working environment which so please him and very much different from the corporate world he used to be. The life lesson along his daily job, as someone who drink latte to someone who serve it. It's like he fall from grace. But I like the spirit (or phobia of being fired again!) that push him. It's his pushing factor!

He made it and make friends out of it. Real friends who care about him. He get back his children whom he once take less care since he so immersed with his job. He might not become 'Master of the Universe' again but he live peacefully in his small apartment now then his 16-bedroom mansion where he grew up.

The lesson here is 'you are what you think about yourself'. Micheal know he's already old and working at Starbuck is the only choice he have. He need to support at least he, himself. So he try to beat the odd. He brave the register machine thou he so afraid of numbers. He take pride in his job and make gesture with his customer and workmate. He have good attitude besides his fall from grace. He try to be positive thou sometimes situation seem not at his side.

Truth is, life is like that. We will not be at the same place forever. Must have up and down, so you'll appreciate what you have. But only if you want to change for the better. There's some people who quit after the very first try they failed. But I believe, lots more people keep on trying. Gambatte! This is what we all want, someone who dare to fail, just to raise again!

Wow! I speak like a motivator now! Haha Anyway I consider the 'soseh-soseh' as my challenge here. Good, I have competitor! So I will not easily feel comfortable with what I have. Anyway, I'm only diploma holder from UiTM compared to them whose x-MMU or x-MSU. I din't attend weekly Women Business Club. I don't have siblings driving Mercedes because they do MLM bla bla bla

But anyway, I once have my own failed mushroom 'factory', my failed MLM investment, my already-go-to- site-visit-level to open a fish pond, a laughed idea to have a cow and poultry farm next to my house bla bla bla

Best is, Go Sandy, Go! Go reach out what you want!



Erk...But I don't remember involve in cheerleading! HAHAHA